Worry Not, Dear Readers!

I am stronger than some creepy boy, no matter how good he smelled or how spinny my head gets. He has no chance with me. (And I doubt that he would even want one). I was just surprised and a little (lot) freaked out at the sudden and unexpected reaction to him!

Also, if (when) my marriage finally ends I am not at all interested in any kind of relationship with anyone. Maybe for a long, long, long time. I don't know if it is that there is something in me that isn't good in relationships or if I have just had a string of bad luck. I know that I was too young the first time around, but I was 29 this time and I really thought I had a more realistic idea about marriage and life and love and forever. I never expected that he would go through such a complete and total personality change.

I'm not sure that I will ever trust a romantic relationship ever again. I don't say that to be dramatic or maudlin or anything... I am merely subscribing to the "once bitten twice shy - third time carry a Taser" theory.