Ugh

I didn't get enough sleep last night (or the night before) so I'm feeling really groggy and icky this morning. I am looking forward to this week - since I'm apparently still on vacation I plan to spend a lot of time in bed. I was trying to get in some hours at the Vet Center and yesterday my boss sent me home and said not to come back until classes start. Since all I seem to want to do is sleep I was in my car before the words were completely out of his mouth.

On a related note, my anxiety levels are up... seems like any small change in the atmosphere makes me want to retreat. I have plans today and tomorrow, but I'd really like to just cancel the next two weeks entirely and hide from everything.

But I won't.

I'm hoping that this is just a fatigue-induced funk. I'm hoping that I will bounce right back and not have to fake my happy for longer than the next few days... but I am scared that this is just the beginning of another cycle of depression. I have so much to do stretching out ahead of me and all I want to do is just stop. I don't have time (or patience) for this.

Moving right along...
I ordered Girl Scout Cookies from a friend who lives in Kansas City and they are delivering this weekend so I will have cookies before the rest of my friends. Ha! (Don't worry, Jackie, I'll still be ordering from S!!) I love GS cookies, thin Mints and Shortbreads are my favorites. Can't go wrong with the classics.

On an entirely unrelated topic, the swimming suit I ordered from Zappos is going right back. Yikes. Wow. So my decision to join the YMCA couldn't come at a better time. And hopefully the exercise will do something about the encroaching depression.

Ugh.